Please read...Goodbye my friend

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On March 13th, 2017 at 1:02 AM, we lost a great guy to suicide.

He was an amazing friend of mine. I've know you since 5th grade and even though you didn't know me, you saw me getting bullied and did what no one had ever done. You stood up for me. You tried to befriend me, and we been friends since. When high school came around, you became popular and I was a nobody in the school. Even then, you still made an effort to be my friend.

When I got bullied again, you stood up for me. When I got beat up and you saw the bruises, you said nothing til the next day when you had a black eye and broken rib, only to tell me that those bullies won't bother me anymore. You beat fought for me, you walked me home every day since, to make sure I was safe, even though you insisted it was because you lived in my direction but I knew that you lived a town away. You'd be protecting me.

You changed the lives of many, no matter if you knew that person or not. You tried to cheer them up, protect them, befriend them. You were always smiling, you were so happy, working for Microsoft, living your dream as a beta tester, only for it to stop so suddenly. I wish I was able to say goodbye one last time. I wish I could've seen the darkness in you. You were fighting your own war and no-one even knew.To hear you shot yourself...it's heartbreaking.

I hope wherever you are, they allow you to smoke, otherwise I'm sure you'll raise hell. I...I hope our paths cross once more. You still owe me that Mario Cart game night.
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SlNical's avatar
Kat, I'm so sorry.. that last sentence mostly got me. I don't know who you're talking about, but he sounded like an amazing, courteous, selfless, kind guy. Of course, I don't need to tell you that. I wish I could be there to hug you.. I'm so, so, so sorry... //huggle